With Change comes new things . New look for the page as well as a new outlook for ours truly.
During my long gap in writing much as happened . Unfortunately not all of it being good news, but everything seems to always have a funny way of working out in the end , Usually for the better.
After many long nights and conversations, my marriage has come to an end . I being the main decider on this choice, am still very happy with the choice I made and feel still that it was the right thing to do for me . It is hard to hurt a loved one in such way, but in life who are you living for . Others and their happiness or yourself and your happiness ? At the end of the day I felt that as being as young as I am ( also celebrated my 22nd birthday in the past couple months ) why stay in a marriage that I wasn't happy in and that wasn't going anywhere.
As with divorce can come change of scenery as well . I have moved back down closer to where I was raised and near family . Honestly, i think that i really needed that change . I needed all of them . The environment that I was living in was not the healthiest and the not the most positive to be around .
It's amazing to me also how much better that I am feeling with just having some of that stress and negativity away and off my shoulders . It really does take a toll on your body. Granted I still have my bad days and flares ups her and their but as long as I manage my food intake WELL then I can usually get by . Which is an amazing feat for me just in itself . Considering a few months ago I was pretty much just stuck in bed everyday and now I actually leave the house maybe 2-3 a week now . And it feels great .
I know it seems like a bunch of little things, but between divorce, moving and making myself happier, I feel the best I have since I was diagnosed .
I hope to be updating you all a lot more and maybe get this page going in a little bit different direction .
Any topics you want covered? Comment below and I will do my best to get it for you .